Dienstag
long time coming
"i mean that from my heart because you make me feel good as a person."
I am grateful for him today, have been grateful for him these past months- for the way he sings me to sleep and his honest expressions. I am grateful that he holds me tight and lets me go when I want to play, and that he calls me back with strong arms. and I am grateful that I am not afraid of him. I wonder how long this will last.
the Menil Collection "brings together, under one roof, idiosyncratic and disjunctive bodies of material not usually found together in either a single exhibition or collection." "The variety of connective elements across temporal and cultural boundaries is strongly seen and intensely felt." In its rich variety, there is no museum quite like it in the United States.
http://www.menil.org/about/JohnandDominiqueInDepth.php
About a month ago, a friend took me to see the Richard Serra exhibition. Serra's stuff looks like this:
thoughts:
I have been depending on other people's art and writings, finding myself underlining sentences, paragraphs, scribbling names, dates and mediums- I hope this period of unproductivity passes me by soon, in some time I think- I'll be ready to produce some more.
I've always been bothered by how people identify by their profession- I mean yes, this is how I make money- but I keep it very separate from who I am, who I can grow into. Prospective identification or as Walter would say, I am post-"insert" or pre-"insert". then again, there is something vital in being in one's present.



